Biyernes, Mayo 6, 2011

Taking of my emotional armor

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As far as I can remember, it was sunny day that day. Humid weather. As I reluctantly, put on my shabby yellowish uniform, that had been exposed to stains and I wore my lopsided black shoes that became my companion wherever I go. I felt a pang of sadness that made me think that day, March 30,2011. Will be the last day of wearing my high school uniform. I may be free to wear it, but there's no reason of wearing it though. It was the day when I cherished the presence of my comrades. I thought I was going to cry,but the happiness took over my emotion. I did not shed any single tear.  Behind the blank expression with a blissful expression, I am absurdly worried in the FAST APPROACHING COLLEGE LIFE. My mind was surrounded of what if's and still in present. 

Furthermore, college life doesn't just requires academic changes, but it also requires social changes. I admit  I became dependent in the previous so I think I totally need an intense adjustment to be able to cope up in the next chapter of my life- college life.

Undoubtedly, The scent of the past haunts me, the laughter, the bonding; those will never happen again. I mean those memories will be better fortify to maintain friendship. Since the next batch of unknown friends will come over. No matter what happens, the memories of my highschool life will be permanently imprinted in my heart. 

Enough  for the emotional battle, it's time to take off this heavy emotional armor.

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