Biyernes, Pebrero 17, 2012

The agony of the unfulfilled desire

 I feel sense of liberty. A liberty to attain what I want without the supervision  of my parents. I love how I took the risk, and manage to solve my problems all alone. I feel dauntless. Fearless. however, the strictness or lack of reliance of my parents are the hindrance of my happiness. I am not saying that my parents are caring possessively, otherwise, I am prohibited to live alone. I yearn to live alone, I yearn to have a DORM. All of a sudden, I feel I could handle my self  way better. I survived in the first semester going back and forth, from Cavite up to Manila. Transportation is not the reason. I am used to the process, I could haondle the transportation. But the stiffness, consequences, the circumstances in the house are  the things I can't no longer bear anymore. :( I dont want to give emphasis anymore. It's too personal. Don't dig deeper.  BUT ALL I WANT IS TO LIVE ALONE. I could follow what I really want.  I could have the outpouring freedom, if I live alone.

1 komento:

  1. We were, and still now, on the same page. At some point the idea of liberation is tempting but fearful at the same time.

    Cheers to self expression :D This is a good one and a normal occurrence to your age group. :D

    TumugonBurahin