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The bitterness beneath the surface of my scratch paper in Math

I am not a math wizard, I have practically no skills in math. Applying the basics such as division, multiplication,subtraction  and addition are enough for me, but to deal with the complexities of X and Y! It's too much, For me,  algebra's equation is not really a part of daily living.Probably, for those it's useful... But for me, since my capabilities couldn't deal with it, I hate it. I am not blessed to own a cognitive left-brained.. I'm more on the right part..

Anyway, I'd like to share the bitterness I wrote during finals:
In the humid weather, at exactly, 2:05pm, my brain starts to malfunction. My brain starts yo be crazy. I hate the feeling of trying so hard to figure out, but you couldn't even have a single try. 


LOWER PORTION Of the scratchie 
Math really makes people crazy, Silly formulas, unending solutions happening, but one thing is for sure Math wants to open our eyes, that in every problem there's always a sol'n.




TO BE CONTINUED.... 

IRREPLACEABLE, yes they are :)

No matter what happens, even if you have  encounter countless people along the way,

your heart is still coming back to the people who knew you since the grade of three.

These people are like my sisters, they know me, they genuinely know the story of my life.

They know my ups and down. ACCEPT me even if  how silly I am 

We may be not related through the lineage of clan, but I assure you 

they will always have place in my heart

they are irreplaceable.

They have proven that a true friendship shouldn't be inseparable, 

they have proven that even if you can't take a glimpse of their faces in each and everyday,

they will still be there, for you, they will still be there to support you.

Clueless of how many years of companionship we have had, evidently, no matter how many 

years we've been through, you will still remain untarnished here in my heart

I LOVE YOU GUYS :)))

Unexpected present in my 17 years of existence :)

I am profoundly been touched, when I knew that my college friends plotted a surprise for me. Although I already guessed that they will giving me something special. Figuratively speaking, I heard them whispering behind me and so I eavesdropped; their actions were weird, and it was pretty obvious that they were giving something.LOL. I formed a personal message to @Francesca the day before I threw my b-day celebration. I told her I already knew about it. I told her through a text message, so that I won't feel awkward. I don't want to pretend that I am clueless about the surprise, when in fact I already know it. It's better to say the truth than to look like a fool  feigning... Hhahahah. So, in behalf of those who prepared, I acknowledge @Francesca in advance. Honestly, I am flattered to know that my troop prepared something in my 17 years of existence.

I received letters, personalized tumbler, planner, eraser, and so on. Thank you guys for the presents, I do appreciate the efforts you have bestowed. just by giving me something in my b-day ;)))

Suddenly, my b-day occurred just like n ordinary day. I woke up early in the morning, had a sumptuous breakfast, drank my vitamins, joined the fast paced life of passengers in the bus, I had also an insufficient sleep for a reason that my b-day was finals. LOL. Maybe I say that the 11 day of October was an ordinary day for me, perhaps I don't ask for anything. , perhaps I was preoccupied by contentment. I am not having a feeling of inadequacy. I live happily each day, make people laugh harder.One day your biological clock awakens you  instantly feel that this is it... It's my life....Acceptance and contentment urge you to say you're living your life to the fullest. Why don't you try to live up your life without asking too much... You'll be very blissful :))

I never disregard the things I accepted in my b-day. In fact, when I glance on the presents I feel an explosion of delight, and the memories instantly flashed in my mind xD. Probably, I received  special present before my b-day.. Sort of unexpected present... It never crossed in my mind that I could attain a very special:

• MM's 

 A collective people where I belonged :) We called ourselves Mm's for a reason that we certainly love to eat and we abbreviated it as MM's, originally, it is MIGHTY MOUTHS. In retrospect, I had an assumption that when I reached college, I imagine myself as an outcast, because I get used to the lengthy companionship of high school endeavor. Suddenly, Mm's erased my wrong assumptions and accepted me as I am. :))

• A BEST FRIEND 

 My high school best friend is irreplaceable, she'll be my forever BESTIE. It is superb to have a college best friend whom you can confide your secrets with. It's good to have a very close person in your troop, most especially when you both having the same frequencies.:))). I never expected I would have a best friend in college, for a reason that it is very hard for me to trust someone within a short term companionship- imagine it's only almost 5 months and there you go, I am blessed to have these people who instantly gave a vibrant color in my college life.