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Tomorrow :)

Tomorrow will not be the stereotypical day, not the day  I am used to...

I've been used to a place where in I know all the people, where 

in the people were within reach where in I am treated like a family...

The place that I'm referring to is my previous school, MY HOME.

I became an inhabitant of my previous school for almost 7 years.

7 years that filled with happy memories, and the great comradeship

that I build since the grade of three :) 

Tomorrow will be the start of something new.

The start of my college life.

The scariest life, I conceive before and tomorrow I'll face it.

I'll Face it with a bright reassuring smile, with a a touch of excitement...

Tomorrow I'll be a certified Scholastican. 

A full spirited girl who is willing to face the challenges ahead.

Tomorrow, I would like to accomplish a comradeship, a new comradeship

that I'd like to pattern to the 7 years existence I had in  my  previous school

Tomorrow, I will go to the flow of life.

Tomorrow I would embrace my new home...

A home that is filled with the same sex as mine.

:)

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Clueless if I'll be happy or not...

AMAZING

They are jusssst AMAZING....

IMY too guys!!!

Expectation quite surpassed reality....

Unable to absorb the discussion any longer, clad in the school uniform, I was starring at the blackboard and I wanted to go home. It seemed an endless discussion for me , it was a lazy afternoon, I was bored, I was nuts,  was sleeepy... The sunny day conquered the air conditioned room which infuriated me more I cheered my self up to stay awake, and be alert. I thought about college life. I talked to myself and said "I just have to endure all this, I know in college, I will have a manageable time. In college, I'll be home early..."  I stayed awake, in that lazy afternoon, because of my self talk...The encouragement of y self talk that day made me hope about my college schedule. I didn't just hoped I expected in my college schedule that I can get home early... Subsequently, Expectation quite surpassed reality....


When the student assistant gave my tricky registration form, I was deceived... I was happy that I don't have any classes on Monday. When I scrutinized the dingy paper,I felt disappointed. Our dismissal will be 6:00 PM. and yeah I freaked out, with matching a sigh of mournful monotone. What can I do? But just to accept it. although it's a big adjustment .My dream shattered in just one snap. Learn to love it, despite on how match I hate it ....